Ok, so this may be a petty thing to think about, but I do. Have you ever being “The last Guy” or “The Last Gal”? What I mean by this is have you dated someone and the next person they date is “it”, their match? How did you feel knowing you were the “last guy’?

In all fairness I am very happy for her, that she found the person she wants to be with, but what was it that didn’t work with us? Was it me? Was it her? Was it karma? What ever it was I can’t put a finger on it and it is weird knowing I am second best. Not that I have not been second best before, but never in this manner.

If we were not talking as happens so often when two people break it off I guess I would not be wondering about it. But we have remained friends and we check up on each other from time to time. So I guess it is only normal to wonder about it. I am not sure I can put a finger on the feeling but to say that there is a feeling there.

Maybe I am jealous, after all I did not want to end the relationship. Maybe I am a bit envious too, he’s getting what I wanted. Whatever, it is subtle and there and hard to grasp.

Maybe I just need to get over it, but that is going to take time.

Well, Miasma of Musings has been around for over a year now and the interest in it has waned to an all-time low. So it is with this knowledge that I have decided to make this a blog of one blogger only and that is me.

What has been published here of late has not had anything of substance and really not of interest to anyone. I guess you could say that my views have not been of interest to anyone either, but then again this is my blog and I will write whatever I want. So, as of this morning you are going to notice that all other bloggers have been removed and that will be that.

Users can of course comment all they like and log in to comment which will make it easier, but as for posting new entries, that is a thing of the past.

When I started this project over a year ago I had promises from many people that they would blog and do some wonderful writing and help generate interest in the site. Obviously this has not happened so I now turn this into an individual blog as opposed to a community of bloggers.

I do hope you all will continue to read and comment.